It got kinda worse

Update from my last journal

I went to the doctors .the earliest they can book me in with my doctor is 23rd september so I now have to try and write her a letter and hopefully get to talk to her sooner and get a referal, but because I'm 18 I might not be able to qaulify with the department i was with previously (camhs) and a referal to one of those counsellors took literal months AND i had like 2 omnths inbetween appointments and it was frustrating cause ..I need them there more that that so i'm kinda freaking out without a counsellor right now .-.

and last night my friend went into hospital -I deleted this bit cause anyone that needed to know would have seen this by now so ..it's only fair I get rid of it now for his privacy..it didn't need to STAY up here longer than necessary- 

so
just kinda
even more scattered than i was before
sorry if i lack presence guys 
but I appreciate the concern on my previous update , it really means alot to me so thank you

~Larka